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Thursday, October 25, 2007, 12:16 AM
i feel bad
todae is sian1/2..have to write a 8 page essay.. and now is like 12 midnite.. and i am still not done yet bloggin... omigosh... haiyoooo...die le la... me oni so far write 4 pages bout sun.. wind hvnt started...lols... yeah...=.=and i think... i bttr sae the truth now.. anyways todae morning ltr... i will oso be saying so.. okay! my previous post was read by my parents.. they were worried for me.. so they went to call up the DM... and dm tok to me personally and then dm was telling me write a list of things tat joel did to me... so i was like...die le la... how will joel react when i sae mr razak noes bout it;~ omigosh... so yah...i think..those hu feel that joel is gd... sorry alots and alots... cuz i just backstabbed him.. but i cant stop my parents from telling.. they told it themselves.. anyways sumtymes i feel that he deserved it.. sumtymes i dun think so.. but if u were to put ur feet into my shoes... you will actually realise..like how to explain... i have my humans rites too wad? why must i be the one who alwaes get disturbed and bullied around? am i like a toy for u to play? u see me small u want to disturb and plae issit? u think i can easily get eaten up by u ? u think wad u can rise up my head and face ur ass at my face? do u really think that i am that dumb? everyone in life has their weakness and their abilities rite? why must i be condemned and put to one corner? like a prisoner that belongs to ur world? what the fuck man? why shld i be always pushed around and looked down at. dont i have a people around me who care for me..ur father mother nvr teach you bout human rights? treating people like a dog but at least if it was a joke, you must not learn to push the limit right? at the starting perhaps, nvm la i play abit with u lo...' but if it get carried away to far to the point whereby the limit overshot i will feel that u own me an apology... it is now too late perhaps.. noe ur limits boy... u ppl shld noe hu i am reffering to... but afterall it is to late... disciplinary actions will be taken.. wad done is done.. i cant rewind the tyme... and pretend nothing happen can i? no rite? but i feel a little pity for u... but u mite think i am selfish.. to push this method to so big thunderstorm... but..i cant tell him it is all joke now? can i? i feel that a cold war between me and him will soon start...even when sec2.. all i can sae now is he deserve it... but a little pitiness..but that will not help.. i tried to lessen ur fault la.. by saying u were just playing a fo0l then... u people reading this might be thinking... amos why did u do that? u make the whole of 1/8 hate u.. but i have already reached my limit.. if my mum did nt call the dm... i will be pissed off one more tyme he strike at me...and i will just settle things.. a normal way a usually used to do.. i feel that if u put ur feets in my shoes.. u will maybe have a slightess feeling of what it is like being bullied, pushed around like a ball.. playing as a monkey to get back ur belongings.. so i am sorry for those hu feel nuthg for me and felt that joel was such a poorthg.. thinking that i am a backstabber.. and gonna ignore me from now on.. i have nuthg to sae... all i have to tell u a last advice.. when u get bullied one dae in the society... where people get to just push u around making u like a fool... u may sympathize the tyme when this incident actually happen.. i feel that maybe tomoro i will then blog bout wad in sch happened todae...so yah.. haiss.. i dunno what to sae to those ppl whu afta seeing joel in deep shit.. for just in ur eyes...joking around with me but in my eyes i felt it as an insult... it is all now too late... time cannot be rewinded... what done is done.. i am sorry to those i disappointed.. butiwillstilllovetheoneandonlyoneinmyheart.. maybeuwillhatemeandthefeelingsformemaybeover.. umightbethinkingiamasabotage... butiwillstillloveuforeva... |